I hear you call me from the other room. You say my name as if you know what you’re about to do. You say you’re tired and you must be leaving soon. When will we ever see this through? And I continue to drown my sorrows after you are gone. And look around for somebody else to hang my hopes on. In fact it’s easier now that you’re not here. I’m no longer missing you muttering those words in my ear. In my ear, finally my saviour is here. In my ear, finally my saviour is here. I can’t explain the dark expression on my face to the people that I’m surrounded by. You, but you understand me more than most and you let me try. In fact it’s easy now..

Your heart’s a mess
You won’t admit to it
It makes no sense
But I’m desperate to connect
And you, you can’t live like this

Dom har stuckit mig, lite var som helst. Jag är blå och öm. Har ont i magen. Jag lapar sol, i fönstret. Den värmer genom rutan. Det finns inte mycket mer att göra.